Life, it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can’t be real
Can’t stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he’s gone
No one but me can save myself, but it’s too late
Now I can’t think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye, *Goodbye*
– Fade To Black by METALLICA
What if you don’t want to wake up to see tomorrow? And you don’t want to suicide either. I just wish I’d sleep tonight and never wake up. I want to die a silent death. No one feels sorry for me. I’d just disappear slowly, silently!
My life is like a metal song, has a basic melody but when the distortion comes it slowly disappears and something else comes out from the song!
I’m not emo ( u can’t label me), I’m more than it. Emos are those kids who play with razorblades and hope a little blood would wash out all the pain. I’ve watched death up close and personal, I’ve been high, I’ve realized what it feels likes to be more than yourself, I’ve discovered the beast within me!
I am not sorry for anything I did! I did what I felt was right! I don’t regret doing anything!
I just feel like there’s not much left to do in this freaking life! I’m done with it! I mean how can you live for so long when you know that nothing will happen in the next 20 years that has not happened before! Or at least you have experienced before!
Spare me the torture!